"Isn't This Destiny?"

Do you think everything is fated? That everything happens for a reason? I do. I mean people will say that then I'm a slave to destiny and that I must think that I can't change my future. But that's the thing. fate isn't something that's controllable. Even every tiny decision you make can affect your future and I think that making those choices is what makes up the threads of fate. making your own choices is what is supposed to happen, not what someone or something made happen. That's just how it is. At least, that's what I really think.

I went to church today and I always think about how people say that God has a plan for them. Or just how religions are and what my religion is. I don't really have one I think. I think there are forces like nature or fate which is just how it is. but I don't know...I just think those go along with things like your gut feeling or accidents I suppose. They just happen and how they affect you is up to you. And soul mates too. Everyone has their other half and their lives are entwined to be together.

Maybe I read too much romance manga and watch too many romantic movies. I feel like this isn't making much sense now but I really just wanted to say what I was thinking. I think if you really pay attention you could see what I mean too though.