You know, blogging is a bit of a funny thing. Or well I might as well say the internet is. Everyone is free to tell their true feelings so easily behind a computer screen. On the Wire chat site I've become somewhat popular amongst my male friends and such. I have no idea why though...I'm nice and I may flirt a bit but it's nothing. I don't know what to do. I've had to turn away two guys and now a third one is asking me! What am I supposed to do if this keeps happening?? I know I need to find someone new but a long distance relationship is not something I can do again. I need to have someone whose warmth I can feel and who can give me any of the support I really need.
See what I mean by saying your true feelings? I wouldn't be able to tell anyone this. And even though I know certain people are able to read this if they wanted to, I can't help but write my true feelings.I know it's really good to anyway. I've never been good with saying what I really wanted especially when it mattered the most. I'd gotten so used to hiding my real feelings to avoid being teased by my older sister, which is quite silly, but that's how it is. She'd tease me for liking someone or read my diary. It felt like such an invasion of privacy I couldn't help but do anything else. So there are crushes from my childhood that no one knows of...heh.
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